I probably lost my mind the day I met and fell madly and deeply in love with Surferman. So that isn't what I'm losing.
I lose my keys (and find them) daily. So that's not it either.
I'm losing weight. I need to shed the excess pounds that I have been carrying around for far too long. I have made excuses, half-hearted attempts, complained, blamed, whined, prayed and I'm still fat.
I guess it's time for me to do something.
Barbara at Mommylife wrote about the Fat Flush Plan a while back. She has been having great success following it. I bought the books and thought I'd give it a try. I know it's not frugal to buy books, but I couldn't wait to get them from the library- I needed to do something NOW.
I've been Fat Flushing since Thursday. I made it through a bridal shower today and will make it through a baby shower tomorrow.
I can do this. I will do this. I have to do this.
I don't want Grom to be embarrassed by his fat mom. I want to be able to keep up with and play with Grom. I'm an old mom. I have to get fit and healthy if I want to see my boy grow up.
Please pray for me to be strong and to do what I need to do instead of what I want to do.
I weigh every Tuesday so I'll provide an update then. Until then... Please pass the cranwater.